date: 12/2/07
time: 9.03pm

weather: cool...
( I think i have changed, i also realised that recently im very hot-tempered and easily get fed up over something... i dont know why.. im very tired about my this attitude... too tired.. but i dont know what i can do to return to my old self...) ( Tong Ku )

hmmm.... today the first time to style my own hair and in the morning about 9+ i woke up. Before bathing, i cleaned my table "spring cleaning" for my room... took me about an hour++ to finish a table only ... -.-" haha... but i enjoy cause i dont want my room to be too dusty.. :)

( Sian, i think i really a little like her le... e long lost jealous came back together during eating.. zz... but nvm... once jon win her heart, i think i will 'Si Xin le .... ba...' :) then all the pain may b g. & old me may return :)

After finishing the cleaning, i went to bathe and after dried my hair i started styling... wa starting i dont really know how to style de.. then abit here and there i sort of make it out but in the end my mum helped me to make it more presentable .. wuhahaha... then we went out to queenstown take jialong contact lens and then back to eat dinner at 7pm...............................

( Also, i think that i return to the beginning when i hang out with them, recently, i have no topic with them and i think that the feeling drift away le... i no longer feel myself part of them and that i dont really concern cause i always think that i have no "Peng You Yuan". :) therefore, i think its fine with me. i just need them to walk in front of me and me alone walk at the back indulge in my own music can le... :)

then we wait for quite a while before everyone came and started eating eating eating...... then went home le...
today its quite boring but still ok.. haha tml still need to go out to look for some stuff with jon jialong they all..z.... wuhahah...
( But i really grateful that i have friends, the wonderful things in the world i guess....)
Thats all ..... ba ....

Good Night~~


~~Sleep Tight & Sleep Well~~~~~~~



*.* Phrase 4: The things you can do while living is limited. No matter hwo hard you try, you still wont be able to fulfill even 1% of your dreams. Thats why you should just do what you can with everything you have.